Getting start new job

Hi, this is moring.

In this mid-August my onsite translation job was finished.
I had been worked for same company almost three years.

In this time, I was planning to get a offsite translation job.
Because I want to get start practicing massage, or running massage job,
after I could get enough money constantly from offsite translation job.
Last time, about three years ago, I could get new job easily in a month.
But this time I cannot get new job easily. And my motivation of getting work is also low.
After four weeks without working had passed, I was thinking of this situation.
Then I had reached one idea. I thought God say don't wait and get start what I want, that is practicing massage.
Then I dicided getting start it. At first I give maasage people only visit-base because I don't have money to rent office.

When you get start something new, you also feel some fear.
But if you keep fear in your mind, you cannot move.
Then you must think easy and don't warry.
The causes of my fear are money and my severe skin disease. But I won't focus these. I'm trying think easy.
Then I named my massage agent "KIRAKU-DOU".

Now I'm reading the book about CranioSacral Therapy for encouraging my motivation.

Thanks for reading.