Re: You're welcome

Good evening, Hamako !
The fun time to me comes here with your coming back !

〉*You can quit this question because I know
〉you're so busy these days
〉and we can chatting anywhere we meet.

First of all, I'm truly grad that you came back here.
Recently, I gradually became wanting to write English
articles, but I couldn't find any appropriate topics.

So there is no reason to avoid chatting with you.

〉〉As you said that, I slightly feel like that I'm one of
〉〉your kids.
〉〉Even though I feel that's not bad...

〉Aha. Pat a cake, pat a cake.

Ahaaaaah, WATCH IT !!!!

The sponge biscuit which has blossomingly ballooned
in the oven is now gradually becoming deflated miserably,
with your patting song with your hands !!! (Laughing !)

〉〉As a result, I often have been being called I was a
〉〉too logical freak, and I had to admit it.

〉Oo-oh, you called it a spiral thing on the another board.

Actually, it's slightly different stuff.

The term "Spiral" on the other board was pointing my
character actually, on the other word, "Spiral-minded".
This meant that I was pretty bloody-minded helplessly
in my youth.

〉〉So in my thiries, I was always caring not to be
〉〉too much locgical. As a result of my effort,
〉〉it seemed to become relived little by little.
〉〉But especially when I get tired too much, my
〉〉too-much-logical-way often arises again.

〉It sounds you've stacked with your logical side
〉and you like use it because that makes you enjoyable.

No, no, not like that.
I have not ever enjoyed my logical part.
It's quite weird to me.

But, at the instant I opened my mouth, or I started
writing, my words were too much logical, and I could
not change the way however I strugglingly took care
of it at that time.

In fact, I could hardly be frank at that time, and,
at this point of view, I must say, both "Spiral" and
"too-much-logical" have the same root.

Recently, the essential reason why my too-much-logical-way
might sometimes appears even though I can handle it these
days, is unable to control my brain when I get tired so
much.
I always hate it but I can't help myself when it happens.

〉〉In addition, you are so generous that you
〉〉never got angry or bad feelings even if I reject
〉〉your offer to use face-marks, aren't you ?

〉I think there is no reason why I got angry or bad feelings.
〉But I often angry for my sons' bad behaviors!

Ahaha.
I bet you're definitely the greatest mother in the world.

In the meantime, what's the matter with your kids ?
I'm wondering if there would be some irritating stories
with your sons, right before you started writing your
article....

〉〉Naturally, I think we can communicate and
〉〉understand each other even though the way of
〉〉indicating one's emotion is different.
〉〉Don't you think ?

〉Yes, indeed. If we are adults.
〉(Of course no matter how old you are.)

Yeah, of course.

〉〉By the time, have you ever experienced some
〉〉synchronicity like as eventually aggregated busy
〉〉events ?
〉〉I've experienced such kind of mess several times
〉〉in my youth.

〉Wow.

〉〉First the deadline of my project in my work, this
〉〉was decided before months.
〉〉Second an activity-camp of my circle right after
〉〉the deadline was planned.
〉〉Third the invitation for my friend's wedding at
〉〉the day of the last day of the camp has arrived.

〉〉At that time, I could not stop questioning myself
〉〉"Why ? At the same time, can these things happen ?
〉〉Why? Can these events gradually be gathered ?
〉〉Even though I'm unable to enjoy the end-of-camp-party
〉〉which would be supposed to be held in some kind
〉〉of Izakaya, with so much joyful talking with my
〉〉fellows..." Sigh, sigh, sigh...

〉I've not such a kind of occasions, maybe...
〉I don't it for certain now.

Oh, it's good for you.

〉What did you do at that time?

First I had been afraid of any of the delays of my work.
That would have to devastate all of these joyful things.
At that period, I has been nervous all the time.
I rather prayed every day, how grateful I was if there
were no requests from my customer, no modification for
the specification, no problems around all of my working
field...

As a result, any delays has not occured.

So I could go to the camp with carrying my ceremonial
clothes.
Then I had to leave the camp during the lesson in the
last morning.

I felt slightly sober in the wedding party.
And I returned home without taking part in the 2nd
party for cerebrating wedding, with my curious
loneliness.

There were no cell phones in those days.
I couldn't make any contacts with my fellows who
were supposed to be enjoying their after-camp-party.

I was thinking my weariness, wondering what a joyful
time they were spending, then unconsciouly fell asleep.

See you.